ohmygodfuckittt.

I hate this! I’m sick. :( 

I got up yesterday and felt like I was dying. My head was pounding like crapp. & I had a throat problem…cough colds. But stupid me. Being so hard headed and all. I went to Polo club with Maria and Riana Matera. It was fun…but I felt like I was in a horror movie. I couldnt walk or run…even if I wanted to. Or laugh.  I couldn’t take it, so I went home really really early. When I got home, my mom gave me my new blackberry. I wanted to smile, but I couldnt:( 99% of me didn’t wanna tell her I felt super sick, cause…she over reacts. anyways. She noticed. So I had my temp taken. and it was 38. So my mom totally rushed me to the emergency room to have myself tested for swine flu.:|

(tragic) I hated the testing… it was so…weird. :))

they place this cotton swab on my nostrils…all the way in. I sneezed like shit.

then on my throat, vomited. :))

Gosh. I HATE IT.

I find out im sick on the most important day ever in my life :( 

and I get my results on my birthday..which is on thursday :(

I cant go to school till I see my results. 

obviously, has to be negative. god.

And I found out someone from wr has swine flu. but the family isnt telling.

FUCK THAT.

that right there. could be the reason on why I might have. :|

but I feel a bit better now, fevers gone. so maybe…this is just a normal flu.

hopefully.

please pray :( 

till next time.